bittersweet poetry

only if you want to :)

2008-02-22T17:27:43Z

Ima have 7J dinner tomorrow or later rather @ Kitchen,gb :) The food's good there and its not that expensive. haha. :)) Charm's going,so yey! I dont get to hang with her a lot so every oppurtunity is always treasured. ayy. hahaha :)) And I hope Ms. Paloma's gna be there also. We love her. :) I love my 7J! Crazy people! hahaha! :)) So yea,dinner. But then the others are gonna go there earlier 'cause they want to go around pa. I dont want to go around na,so me and Nads are going around dinner time na then after that dessert and coffee at Cafe' Breton :) yumm. Nothing beats chilling and having meaningful conversations with your friends. I actually prefer that than parties. But parties are fun too. haha :))

Im running out of things to say so Im just gonna update this later after the dinner reunion or whatever you call it. haha :)) This is gna be fun. I hope :> :))))

saw them in the movies ;read them in the books :)

2008-02-20T16:12:38Z

I ate Piattos today. hahaha :)) That was super random. :p I missed eating that! I would only eat that in school eh,so yea. haha :p Okay.. Matt,Gerard & Franz went to do gymnastics with their girlfriends today. hahaha! :)) OMG! I want picturesss! I cant believe they were actually serious,mygod! :)) How I wish I couldve seen them suffer doing handstands and cartwheels! Thats gotta be priceless! HAHAHA! :))) Yea,thats it. I suck at this. :)) Oh yea,I went to go find new songs around the net and I found some nice ones. haha :p Like what Im listening to right now. haha. And plus those songs that Yam gave me last night,haha :))

YAM: AIA! DOWNLOAD MO TOH BGO SUMIKAT! :))

hahaha! Sorry,we're selfish ehh. :)) I really dont like hearing 'our' songs in the radio. It makes me.. sad? or irritated? I dno. haha. Like,"~~ayy. ano ba yan! everyone's gna hear it na"~~ smething like that. hahaha :)) Like "with you-chris brown". Its sooo mainstream already! That was status in YM even before pa then all of a sudden that was thier stat narin. Prng,"~~okaaaay"~~ hahah :)) Well,thats it. I really suck at updating. And as if people read this. hahaha :)) But anywayy.. whatever. :))

take me back to the place i love :)

2008-02-19T07:39:03Z

I havent been OL for two days which is kind of wierd for me 'cause I use the net daily. haha. But anyway,I didnt go OL 'cause TWILIGHT kept me occupied. Yes,I know. Another wierd thing for me 'cause I dont read alot. haha :)) So anyway.. I cant believe I finished the book in 2-3 days? haha. And it was thick for me. :)) I dno why.. Maybe I was waiting for the reaaally interesting parts but then it was at the later part already. I was kind of disappointed 'cause it wasnt as romantic as I thought it would be. But all in all,it was nice :) Maybe New Moon & Eclipse would be better for me. hahaha :)) We'll see. :p

Reading the book made me miss my ninong John's house in QC. I dont know why,but Edward Cullen's house seemed like my ninong's house. haha :) I mean,it was kind of cold since there were no kids running around,haha :)) Well,except for me,my brother,Rocky & Miggy. :) I miss them. :) Anyway. Yeaa,it was big. It was like a spanish-whatever house. I loved that house. Even though I didnt actually spend that much time there since when I vacationed there,we would always go out. haha :) But I secretly wanted to live there and I even wanted to study in Poveda 'cause it was near there. haha :)) I actually remember most of my childhood days,growing up in QC with them. My ninong John & tita Cay. :) I was their adopted daughter every sembreak,christmas break,summer, and all the other breaks CSA had to offer. haha. I was always with them,actually. Even if its just a long weekend. ;) My living with them took only 2 weeks at a time at the most since I had to go home ofcourse. haha :p But I always enjoyed staying with them. I met new girlfriends,Anika,Hannah & Erika,and that would always be so much fun 'cause if we had vacation to resorts or parties,we would always have our girl thing. haha. :)) We were around 10-12 at that time so yea,it was always fun to be around girls & doing girly stuff. haha :)) && I miss ate Bianca,ate Leana & Louise! Its been FOREVERR! One thing I could never forget was when I was in their house,we were all being the Spice Girls! :)) Yes,the spice girls! They were the biggest girl band that time! :)) And I remember,we would make up a dance and we'd have a contest amongst ourselves and the parents were the judges. hahaha :))

I remember every summer since I could even remember,we always went to baguio every year. :) I actually looked forward to it every year. It seemed like a ritual & I couldnt wait to ride the horses even though it scared me. hahaha! :)) But through the years,I got used to the horses & by the time I was about 9-10,I would ask the manong not to hold my horse anymore since I wanted it to gallop & not only walk. haha :)) I think the last escapade we had was our trip to Bora with ate Tricia,Justin.. well everyone,I think. :)),before they left for the states. That was.. grade 6? 3 years ago? haha :p Maann,I have soo many memories with them. Thinking about it now makes me want to go back to being a kid and do it all over again. This time,Im gna make sure I have LOTS of pictures. haha :p I hate it,why dont we have more pictures of those times that really meant something. And I mean,reaaaally meant something. Well,I guess thats how it works. We have lots of videos,though. but I dont know where they are. haha :p

Wow,I didnt notice I was writing a lot of stuff already. I think reading Twilight made me do this. haha :)) Ive been thinking a lot 'cause of it. hahaha :)) Well,I thought my entry today would be about Twilight and such but then it led meto this. :)) Daamn. I really miss everyone in the states. Its really been forever. haha :) I guess this is one thing I woudnt want to forget. Ever. I had a greaat childhood spent with the most awesome aunts,uncles,grandparents & parents. And thats definately something I would never want to erase from my memory :) Pictures might fade but those moments stay with you forever. :)

an afternoon in your eyes or a lifetime in your heart :)

2008-02-14T15:36:53Z

This is it. hahaha! :)) I dont want to edit my previous entry because this is gna be long. hahaha. :)) Ready? Wait.. **breathes deeply** Okay,verygood. Game! :))

So since last night, I was stressing out 'cause of Franz's surprise for Alex. I mean,I thought we had no way to making it happen but it did. hahaha! :)) Wait,lets start from the top. :> okay,so I went to school to pick up Alex,but then it turned out Karlos & Jp were coming wth us too,so they went with us. haha. && I thought I'd watch the boosters practice. I miss dancing. Seeing them dance was so.. I dno. I just love seeing them dance. :)) So moving on.. When I got to school,I had to pick up the illustration board that Yani made that had "I LOVE YOU ALEX" on it. haha,pretty tricky noh,Alex? :> && I also saw Vodka! The puppy Greg gave to Sach. haha. Vodka;V for short. haha. ilooveit! :))Then,yeaa. Hung out for a while took pictures with the RNG boosters then went to gb to eat. Mann,we were hungry! hahaha! :)) We ate @ Cascada then Nads,Tesa & Hanna met us there. Then here we go. :))

Ima tell you the original plan first & how we thought of it.. So me & Franz were chatting and we were thinking about what to do for Alex. 'cause she's so arte! She wants a surprise pa! tss! haha! :)) Well,thankgod I know your taste & we both dont want to get disappointed,so I knew exactly what to do. :)) The plan was,we're gna have lunch then Franz was gna pick up Alex then they were gna go around to talk,whatever. While we,the production team,got ready and set everything up. haha. Evrerything from the balloons,flowers & the sign that says "ILOVEYOUALEX" haha. :p Then we're gna text Franz to tell him that its done na. Then he'll blindfold Alex then while he was taking out the blindfold,he was gna sing then cue music (stick around) then ask her to dance. With the matching lines from twilight,
"Im tired of trying to stay away from you,Im here and I love you,I always will. Im not going anywhere,not without you". I had a hard time with that since I do not read twilight! hahaha! :)) Thankyou,Krizia for the quotes! :)) So yea,that was the plan. So then,this is how we pulled it off. haha. :)

Tesa was craving for coke float so she went to Mcdonalds then we told her to bring Alex with her so we could set up for her surprise. So then all the stress came out. hahaha! :p Franz went to us to give Karlos the money for the balloons then Nads & I went to GB5 to set up. We tested the speakers if it was loud enough,and thankgod GB5 had no noise pollution! haha! :)) So,the speakers were fine but I wish I couldve brought my speakers 'cause it was louder. haha. Anyway.. So yea,it took forever for the balloons to finish!! So I thought we werent going to be able to do it but thankgod for Karlos' & Tesa's running powers,we made it happen! haha! :)) So there. When the balloons came,we have like 2 mins to get ready and everything. Then finally Alex came,then the music was right on cue and so was Franz! So everything went so perfectly that I didnt believe it could happen! :) haynko,sis! I wish you couldve seen it! You would cry! Now this is excatly why I looove being cupid! :) Those tears of joy that you see,its really priceless. :) Haaaaay. :) There was so much love,iloveit! :) After that,went to chill in Fuzion for a while,had ~~damn~~ talks. :| then went home. hahaha :))

This has to be the best Valentines day for us,so far. :) I spent the day with such awesome friends. We didnt have dates but we had each other. & thats forever. yieee! hahaha! :)) but,for real. I loved this day! I wouldnt want to spend it any other way. :) love you,guys! :p

AND....

We would like to thank National Bookstore for the balloons,Holland Tulips for the rose,Dangwa for the boquet. haha :)) Tim for the blindfold,Nads for being my co-cupid,Jp for the sounds,Hanna for holding the ballons,Karlos & Tesa for their running skills,holding the balloons,the sign & dancing. hahaha! :)) Guys,I think this was our best one yet. hahaha. :p

This day was really worth remembering. :) I cannot emphasize more how much I enjoyed today. hahaha. :p
I hope you guys enjoyed your valentines as much as we did. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! ♥♥

"i'll wrap my arms around you,hun & tell you you're my girl" :)

the awesome people who made everything happen. :))

everyone. :) i love them. :)

more pictures in my multipy. :) *click!*

i dont need somebody else to tell me about love. :)

2008-02-13T17:00:57Z

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY,LOVES :) ♥♥

I dont care if you're heartbroken or not,celebrate the love this valentines day! Celebrate the love of your friends & family,or that special someone. :) Enjoy this day,dont despise it & shoot every couple you see. hahaha! :)) Right,Chels? Bad yun! hahaha! :)))) So yeaa,ima be out later with my girlfriends minus Yani! :( Sis,you have to make it up to us ha! :)) Right now,Im waiting for Yam to finish his gift for Anne. hahaha,this is so fun! :)) Cupids like Nads & I should get an award for this. Like helping people & thinkng abt ideas for people. haha. But well,the real prize you get by doing this is priceless. :) When you see the girl cry happy tears,its the best feeling. hahaha :))

So,okaay.. I dno what else to say. But Ima edit this later to tell you what happend. haha. :)) Im hella excited for this! && I am stressed just thinking about it! I have no idea how we're gna pull this off! :| But no worries. My motto for tomorrow shall be, "impossible is nothing" hahahaha! :)) Goodluck to me & the crew! haha! :)))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DAD! ILOVEYOU! :)♥

everytime we touch,i feel the static.

2008-02-11T17:12:45Z

Why do dreams sometimes seems so real? Dreams where its like you're really there & everything just takes you back where you can hear,smell,fell everything again. Its so clear that you'd even see/remember the little-est things. The color of the sheets,the placement of everything. Like,the gummyworms were next to the oreos which were on the side tables. Its wierd. It just seems so real. :|

~~" I REGRET NOT TAKING MORE PICTURES OF THE MOMENTS I STILL DREAM ABOUT"~~

Okaay,finally got that out. Moving on.. haha. :)) I found new songs today. They are soo LOVE :) && omg,you're gonna laugh but I just heard "teardrops on my guitar" today. haha. I dno. When it comes to music,Im either advanced or too late. haha. Ohwell,whatever. :)) So,nothing happend today. I posted pictures in multiply already. haha. Who cares? :)) I edited this picture of Gav & Nic. They look good together,dont you think so? haha. :p I made just 2,coz Im still gna ask Nicole what quote she wants to put. haha. :))

Yea,thats it. hahaha. :p Later! :)

we 'gon need a bottle with a genie in it. :)

2008-02-10T15:08:40Z

So this was my saturday..

Woke up,went to pick up my 2 cousins. Went to serendra to buy havas for Tim. MMC,heard mass then off to Alabang. So,Tim's party was fun. But I really didnt get to hang wth the guys that much,but its ayt. :) And sila Anton took forever to get there! ugh! hahaha! :)) You guys owe me one dinner here at my place! haha! ;p The surprise slideshow that ate Mads made for Tim was funny! :)) Old baby pictures were the best! hahaha! :)) So,yea. Usual talks with the girls,Karlos,Franz & Tan! haha! I love Tan! :)) & Got really serious talks with Franz. Mygod,Franz! Naiiyak nko nun ah,I just didnt give in. haha. You wna know why? Coz my dad was there in the same table playing pusoy dos and he overheard us talking and mygod,he started giving advice na rin! Its so funny! Hndi ko ma-take! hahaha! :)) Anyway,I missed Tav,EG & Cocoy. :| & Alex didnt go too. Alex & Tash owe me one party! hahaha! :)) Nko,Alex! I need you as my anti-'mm' shield! hahaha! =)) You shouldve been there,my god! :)) So yea,took pictures. Anne & Kiele were such camwhores! haha! :)) && blablabla. Went home around 12. Just about the time when sila Gav got there. tssss talaga. hahaha! :p I'll upload pictures in multiply when I dont get lazy anymore. haha. Im getting lazy in uploading pictures na! Im not used to it coz Im usually the girl that uploads right after the event. haha. :) But anywayy,I'll upload tomorrow. :p here,sneak preview. haha :p

burst pictures with the girls. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,LOSER. :))

Us girls with the birthday boy. :)

Tim with Ate & Mom :)

Group Picture! :))

People who took forever to get there! haha! :)))

Okay,next stop: VALENTINES. haha! :)) Its back on! Ima be having "singles lunch" with my girls. :) Tesa,Hanna,Alex,Yani & hopefully,Nads. "Its the date of the dateless" as Yani would say. HAHAHA :)) I cant wait. :p
So,yea. Thats pretty much it. Sunday was boring. So,lets forget about that. haha :p You know,its wierd how you think about someone a certain way then all of a sudden that changes. hahaha. Its so funny. But in a better way naman. haha. Bebs,you know hat Im talking about. haha. :p Okay,ima wrap this up.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BRO! loveyou! :) oh! Happy birthday also to Anika! :)

Supersized with some lovin' on the side. :)

2008-02-08T15:35:45Z

Turns out my date with Alex & Yani isn't going to push through since Alex made me choose from either going to the party tom or going out on the 14th. So since we're going to hang naman again with Yani on the 23rd (the 7J dinner),I just made her go to the party tomorrow. :) I really hope Yua can make it. Tim needs her girlfriend there.

Okay,my day started early today. And I mean EARLY. ~~Like 6:30am?~~ I dno. I didnt sleep. haha. Karlos texted me when he was on his way to school. Damn,I havent slept yet and they're in school already. I have to sleep more! haha! :))) I miss school,the morning rush & the frustrating copying of homeworks when you get there. hahaha! :)) Ohwell. Moving on.. Im excited for tomorrow. I havent seen people for a while so,yea. haha :) Ima keep you posted about that. ;) Another thing Im excited about is my cousin & tita & tito coming home from Canada. :> They're gonna come and visit around March 15,I think? Yea,Its kind of far pa but Im reaally excited! hahaha! :)) With my busy Febuary,I think its gna go by pretty fast. I havent seen them in 4-5 yrs? haha. I dno,bsta Im excited 'cause this means we're going everywhere,shopping and foodtripping! && yes,a photoshoot! ohyeaa! hahaha! :p & my cousin's a really great basketball player,so I wanna see him play. He's like,the number one point guard in their district but he's not a flashy player so he's really grounded. ;) With that said,I guess the guys have a challenge. haha. I already told Greggy that my cousin's coming home so I think I just have to call him to schedule a basketball game in school or wherever with a court. hahaha. :)) Yea,dont have much to blog about. So,I stole this survey from Chelsea. I've actually done something like this before but Im bored! :)) I've watched OTH episode 6 already & GG has no new episodes 'cause of the writers strike,I think. Well,whatever. I'll find something to do. hahaha. :)) ciao! :p

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SHUFFLE SURVEY :)

1.
song: Back Together Again -- Jaheim :)
any special meaning to you: Nah.
any memories: Nope.
who would you dedicate it to: My LOLO & LOLA up there ^^ 'cause the song's abt a couple reuniting in heaven :)
who do you think would dedicate it to YOU: Oh cmon! Im not yet dead. :| :))
are you a fan of the artist: I like his stuff. :>

2.
song: ABC -- Jackson 5 :))
favorite lyric: "DO RE MI, ABC, 123. baby,you & me" haha! :))
which genre would you put it in: I have no idea abt genres,swear. :))
which feeling does it portray (eg, love heartbreak): I think its saying that love is as easy as ABC. haha! :))
is it sung by a girl or boy: Guys. :)
favorite song by that artist: "I want you back". :))

3. song: Its On You -- Megan Rochelle
which number is it on your playlist: I dno. :p
who wrote it: I really dont care. :))
does it have any swears in it: I dont think so.
which country is the artist from: U.S :p
would you reccomend this song: If you broke up wth your boyfriend and its his fault,yea. This song's for you. :)

4.
song: So Amazing -- Beyonce' & Stevie Wonder
does the title relate to the lyrics: I guess. yea. :p
who should listen to it: People in a great relationship or people getting married. Actually,annyone inlove. haha :))
does it describe your current emotion: haha. No. :)
whats the first word in the song: Love. <3 haha :))
how did you find out the artist: Ate Nicole. :)

5.
song: Fly Away -- Nelly
does it make you sad: Kinda.
do your friends listen to it: Uhuh. Tavyn loves this song. :p i miss you,bro!
how old is the song: uhhm. 2 years ago?
what mood does it generate: Chill. :)
would you listen to it all the way through: ofcourse. :)

6.
song: She Aint You -- Jaheim
which genre would you put it in: RnB? :)
any special meaning to you: no,sorry. I wish it had though. :)))
does your mom like it: I dont think she knows this song. :))
which album is it from: Makings Of A Man. :)

7.
song: The Way I Are (remix)
who do you think would dedicate it to YOU: Uhhh. To people who like this song. :))
does it bring up any memories: nope.
do you sing along to it: no. Im not really into this song. :))
does it describe your life at this moment: naah
did it ever?: No. :))

8.
song: The Best I Ever Had -- Vertical Horizon
favorite song by the artist: This one. :)
which genre would it be: Alternative? i dno :))
are the lyrics meaningful: ohyess. :)
how old is the song: no idea. :)
is it well known or no: I think so. :)

9.
song: Soulja Girl -- soulja boyy :)
is it sung by a girl or boy: guy/s
how many times have you listened to it before: lotsss of times! :p
how long have you had it on your playlist: few months?

10.
song: Customer -- Raheem Devaughn
similar to which other song: It kinda sounds like, Help - J. reezy. i dno :)
who would you dedicate it to: Yam? haha. he told me about this song eh. :))
what emotion is the song about: Uhh. the guy talks about serving the girl the right way. i dno. :))
is it hard to sing vocally: No :p
do you like it: Yupyup. :)

Milk & cereal. :)

2008-02-07T14:55:30Z

I changed my layout in multiply today. Its a LITTLE LULU theme. haha :)) I loved liitle lulu when I was like,7? Its like,my all-time favorite cartoon. hahaha! :)) Anyway.. I hate this. I cant figure out how LJ layouts work. They have S1 & S2 and all other stuff. Im so confused. 0_o haha :)) Can anyone tell me where I can get cartoon-ish or vintage-y layouts for LJ? 'Cause Im really not contented with the one I have right now. hahaha. :p But credits to the one who made this. Its nice but not really my style. haha. :p

So,okay. For some reason,I have lots of things going on for Feb. All my saturdays are booked already. haha. :p

FEB 9 -- Tim's party in Alabang. --His birthday's on feb 10--They sold that house na,how sad. its gonna be the first & last party for karlos and ate cams. haha! the much awaited alabang party. hahaha! :))) I heard ~~everyone~~ is gonna be there,( i hope the girlfriend's gna be there too) so yea,people are talking about it. Im excited. haha. :)) There's gna be much in store for you,bro! :p & you're gna like my gift. You need it. :))

FEB 14 -- Date with Alex & Yani. Okaay. This isnt sure yet,but I really want this to push through. So,we're off to rockwell to chill,have lunch & go shopping for Alex. Therapy. haha! :))) This is gna be fun. Im really looking forward to this. We havent had a chance to really hang out yet,so this is perfect. && plus,they have nothing else to do so this is really perfect. ;) ~~aia,redundant? haha :)~~

FEB 16 -- Dad's birthday weekend. His birthday is actually on feb 14. haha. but he has nothing planned yet. Since feb 14 is a thursday,he has work so we wont go anywhere. haha. Im keeping it free if something comes up. But I think we're having dinner somewhere and I can invite a few friends. So I guess thats a plus. haha. :))

FEB 23 -- 7J reunion thing. Im going out to dinner in gb5 with my 7J loves. haha. This is gonna be fun,Im sure. :p & its gna be so "chill". I mean,its just like we're having a regular dinner. 'Cause all of us stayed good friends since grade 7 so,yeaa. Sure fun! hahaha. :p

So.. yea. That's pretty much my schedule for this month. haha. :)) Wait,I just really have to do this. What is up with the TWILIGHT whatever,guys? hahaha! :)) The lines are wow but,I dno. hahaha. :p You guys have to persuade me more to get me to read it. hahaha. :)) But I have a feeling that IF I give in to peer pressure,Im gna be supeerr late na! hahaha! :)) Like,when I give comments,all you're gna say is "see! i told you its nice!" haha! I dno. :))) whatever. :p Anyway,thats it. Im so lost tlga with the twilight phenomina. hahaha. :)) Later! :p

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EDIT 1:02AM

I finally got to change my layout! Yey me! hahaha! :)) Its not great,but its looks nice. hahaha. :)) So,the last thing I have to figure out now is how to make the advertisments on top & bottom disappear. If you can teach me to do that,I'd love you forever. hahaha! :))) :p

Heartsongs..

2008-02-03T13:39:52Z

Weekend seemed fast. Well,not really. So this is what happend. I didnt sleep at all last friday 'cause we went to this healing mass and they were supposed to wake me up at 5 so I decided not to sleep at all 'cause I sleep at 4 so whats the point of sleeping? So anyway.. After that, I went to csa. Wala lng, I just wanted to. So,yea.. talked to Nads. Tesa left early. The guys went to the mall or smething. My brother & my dad played basketball. Varsity people came,nothing much happend. Oh, & I took a picture of the field. illovethefield. haha. :)) I took some pictures of us but Im too lazy to upload them in Multiply. haha. :p

So, saturday.. Me & Hanna were supposed to go to Rockwell but then she was gonna watch danceleberation in LaSalle,so I just cancelled 'cause its gonna be hassle for her na. I wanted to watch but I was lazy. haha,sorry. :p Congrats anyway to Dancetroupe & RNG boosters. Eventhough they didnt win. Thats okay. haha. Anyway.. We just went to gb to have a haircut & I also got my nails done. haha. :p I was supposed to greet Tim & Yua personally but then,they left already. Damn,they left early! I think that was just 5:30? haha. Anywayy. I hope they had a great time.
I guess thats it. haha. Nothing much. Typical. ;) Oh! & Yes,Alex made a facebook already. haha! yiee! :)) && Im looking forward to Feb 9,16 & 23. :) secret. ;)

Kicking it old school :)

2008-01-31T18:57:46Z

11:42pm

hahaha. :)) Okay,so today was funny. I was txting with Tesa and we were reminscing on our grade school days. Like waay back in 5th and 6th grade. And OMG! We were so childish! haha! Like, we didnt know anything about love & all that shit! :)) Its so crazy when I think about it. Like we were gaga all over Carl & Ragi. MYGOD! The things we did! I cant stop laughing! haha! :)) Like,grabee! Back in grade 6,I gave carl a pillow and I even sewed his name in that pillow and a basketball under it. I did it all by hand ah! Its so crazy! HAHA! :))) & I remember,when we didnt see them even for a day lang,we'd go nuts! Like,we cant live without them or smething, which is stupid! hahaha! :)) ay grabe! :p haha! :)) imissgradeschool! :)

So,moving on..

The cookfest in CSA was held last wednesday and Nads was in it. --ofcourse she was-- haha! :)) I really wish she's gonna win 'cause I really want to pass my title as "Augustinian Chef" to her. :) Its her turn to win. :p So okay.. what else is up? Im recently addicted to 2 songs right now. Who Am I To Say by Hope && Like You'll Never See Me Again by Alicia Keys. I got 'who am i to say' from Makiko's blog & I heard 'like you'll never see me again' from ate Tricia's myspace. They're both super nice. :) If you dont know those songs,download them. :) So since I have like,5 friends in LJ,I went and read their blogs. haha. :p & I saw that ate Tricia made a video of her singing 'like you'll never see me again' and ofcourse she sounded great as usual. haha! :)) Then me and my brother got bored so we started singing then I got the camera and recorded stuff. So after that,I was like,"oh hell! I love this song. Ima record it" haha! So yea,I recorded myself singing 'cause I was just after the audio & honestly,I wanna hear myself sing. Its stress-relieving for me even though Im bad at it. haha! ;p I got inspired so I also did 'like you'll never see me again' teehee. :) I uploaded the video in my multiply but thats gna be up for like,a week only 'cause its embarassing. & Im bad at it. haha! :)) But my multiply is for contacts only so,I guess Ima put it up here also. haha. :)) Anyway.. Thats pretty much it. Oh! & Alex,if ever you're reading this,Ima be waiting for your lazy ass to make a blog & facebook account. HAHAHA! :))

EDIT 2:30am

Im back! Haha. Its so boring and there’s nothing to do. :)) Okaay.. so Dustin IM’d me just now and he listened to my video and he said I was good. ULOL! Hahaha! :)) but thanks,ima take that! ;p So okay, I was in xanga looking for icons,graphics and whatnot. Then I decided to go to Alex’s xanga to read her blog. For some reason, “alex_rolex” got stuck in my head. It’s the only xanga I can remember. Its catchy ksi eh! hahaha! :))) When I was reading her blog,it really reminded me a lot about summer. So,I thought I’d look for my old account but then I forgot that I already deleted it. :( Its so sad. I miss my xanga. Well,not really.. but its just that I was in the mood to read old stuff and that blog of mine had old stuff. Like,stuff from the past. Nko,basta STUFF! Hahaha! :p but wala na eh. BOO! Haha! You know,its weird. These past 2 days,old stuff just keeps on coming up. Like last night,I was fixing my friendster. Oh wait,speaking of friendster.. People! Please leave friendster. Make a myspace or facebook account na lang! friendster’s super old na! haha! ;p Anywayy,so yea,I was in friendster deleting chain msgs and whatever then I went to my ‘sent’ msgs. Then OMG,hahaha! :)))))) I sent this message to Giorgio like 2-3 yrs ago? And I was laughing while I was reading it! Haha! This is what im telling you na we were so stupid & gaga over guys back in grade 6. hahaha! :)) nko,Aia! Umayos! HAHA! :))) thankgod me & Gico are super great friends and we just laugh about that old stuff. Hahaha! :p Bebs! If ever you’re reading this,papabasa ko syo when I catch you OL. Matatawa ka,I sweaarr! Hahaha! :)) Okay,I think that’s all my blogging for today. Haha. Later! :)) && one last thing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT PASIA! :)

Damn it. :|

2008-01-29T18:10:15Z

I hate when this happens! I just made a really long blog and I ACCIDENTALLY pressed the backspace & it was all gone! URGHHH! damnit! So I guess I cant do that all over again but I'll just try to get the important parts. What I wrote was about:

--> I love this song Im listening to! I would want to hear this on my wedding day. HAHAHA :))

--> One of my closest guy friends told me that the "thing" with his girl was over. & I honestly saw it coming but I love my guy friend so all I can do is be there for him when he needs me. :)

-->I have issues with girls who dont appreciate the things guys do for them. I mean,the guy gave all that effort and then all of a sudden,its gone? Just like that? Cmon. Cut them some slack.

--> Despite all of those issues, I still love being cupid for my guy friends. :) It makes me feel that Im important to them. haha :p Its funny,Im like the sister/cupid/therapist/monthsary or anniversary planner and many more. haha :)) Its really rewarding. Its actually like my highschool career. I take it seriously. hahaha :)) I think this started in grade 7 then I became the "go to" girl for advice,shopping,plans etcc && i love it. HAHA :))

--> I think guy friends are mandatory 'cause you have instant kuya/bodyguards/emergency dates etcc. && I think they're honest and upfront with thier opinions. Like they dont sugar coat stuff,they tell it to you straight. But its also hard when you get too attached 'cause its hard to adapt when you're used to them being around then they change all of a sudden and they become really distant. I should know, I cried about this last summer. Im not kidding. haha :p But I guess I eventually got used to them not being there anymore. So,there..

--> And I miss our grade 7 days. At least AL,Cocoy & I do. We just laugh about it but we really wish things would be back to the way they were back when we were in grade 7. Back when we were all tight and when we were always hanging out together. But I guess things really change and you just have to deal,right? And 'cause of that change,I can actually say that I know who my real friends are. Its true when they say that its not about who you've known the longest,its about who stayed..

DECEMBER 20 -- day before going to CSA
AL: sasama ka ba sa kanila if ever may lakad?
AIA: uhmm. i dno. pnta kmi nila tesa sa gb after.
AL: oh? sino sino?
AIA: like,kmi-kmi lng. as in tesa,nads,hanna and me.
hate to break it to you pro hndi na sila lumalabas together eh.

JANUARY 13 -- day after greg's party
AIA: AL! bkt wla ka khapon? :|
AL: may pinuntahan family ko eh.sorry. :)) lahat ba nandun?
AIA: ahh. haha. uhm,by lahat you mean who? :)
AL: wala wala. naisip ko hindi na pala ganun ka"solid" yung barkada

JANUARY 15 -- abt greg's party
COCOY: approximately, about how many kayo doon?
AIA: id say mga.. 25-30 ++ dami rin. bsta all the guys were there. except you & al ata.
COCOY: oh? parang onti to what i expected
AIA: well,oo nga eh. i was thnking puno ung house pro hndi. unlike the parties before.
COCOY: oo nga. maybe, everyone's getting more busy
AIA: wla rn ksing girls eh. ako lang.
COCOY: oh? seryoso? kaw lang?
AIA: yupyup. sa guests ni greg ah. i dont count anne & kiele & alex ksi may boyfriends sila eh. so prng,kailangan nandun sila,gets?
COCOY: yeah, i get it. hmm, sana maging okay na uli barkada.

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I guess that's about the summary of what I wrote. Sorry if its madrama or whatevr. Thats just how I am eh. haha :))
NOTE TO SELF: write blogs in ms word then copy-paste in LJ. hahaha :))

later!

-- AIA♥--

Hello there,blog world. :)

2008-01-28T18:04:50Z

Okay,so I'm back to blogging again. :) Man,its been years since I've had a blogsite --or whatever you call it-- haha :))
If I can recall,the last blog I had was back in grd 7 pa. haha. Xanga days. :) Sometimes I write blogs in Multiply but then,my blog page there is mostly filled up with surveys and such. So here,I'm making an LJ account. haha :))

Its 1:32am in my clock & I managed to make an LJ acc. haha :)) Im still trying to discover how this works though,I mean,I wanna make a layout for myself. I dont like those you choose lang somewhere. haha. But anyway,I will figure this out. haha :p So,I really dont know what to write about since this is my first entry but anyway. Lets get to the basics. The name. "bitsweetpoetry". Boo LJ,it didnt give me enough space to write the whole "bittersweet poetry" hahaha :)) Anyway,its a song people. I cant think of any name so thats what I came up with. It doesnt mean anything. :p

Okayy, I dont know if anyone would actually read this but I dont care. haha. I know some people naman who have LJ's eh. Like.. Earl,Trish,Anika,Ate Tricia.. Well,thats about it. HAHA :)) Anyway,I might not update this everyday 'cause my "everydays" are super boing/robotic. I do the same things everyday. Well,Im stuck here at home,what else do I have to do? haha :)) My homeschool is only on Sundays from 4-7ish pm,so there. :) But I have pretty interesting friends so,watch out of my insights,opinions and whatever. ;))

RANDOM---> SO LETS TALK ABOUT CSA. :)

I miss school. Its hard to not go to school specially when its CSA. I like homeschool though,its faster & I have exactly 1 week as deadlines even if my HWs are super easy. HAHA :)) But I really miss CSA. I miss my friends,the chairs,the bathrooms,the gym,siopao,beehive,tepanyaki,softserved,i miss manong romy! haha! :) i miss the courts,the field,our bleacher,FC etcc && the drama,ohmy! of course the drama! haha! :)) its the best. ;) CSA is hard to leave. Specially when you grew up there. I've been there since kinder so what do you expect? Im attached to that school. It has my heart. hahaha :)) I miss having classmates! In homeschool,its just you & the teacher. You cnt sleep! haha! But atleast you get their full attention and you get to eat. :> haha! && NO BR! :)) ohwell,my point is I miss school. But no worries,Im still in the circle of ~~"chismis"~~ haha. Im still updated on people 'cause i have greaaat sources. :)) Im like Gossip Girl. --yuck,feeling!-- hahaha! :)) But seriously,its like Im still there but Im not,gets? Its funny nga when Im the one thats telling them stories eh. They go like, "ano ba yan aia! wala ka na nga sa school,alam mo pa rin lahat yan?!" hahaha! Well.. you know you love me. haha! :))

Anyway,I think ima wrap this up already. Its 2am & my laptop might overheat so,yea. I'll update tom. ;)

I missed doing this. HAHA :)) ayt,later! :)

-- AIA ♥--